At first he thought it was simply a matter of finding the
right words. He would frame it in his mind, where they would be, how he would
introduce it into the conversation, this thing he needed to tell her. He would
go so far as trying to picture her lovely face as he told her – horrified,
sympathetic, generous – but there his imagination failed him. Or perhaps he
couldn’t think it through that far because, after all this time, he couldn’t
quite bring himself to hope that it would all work out.