Think of this as a pep-talk.
It’s a pep-talk for me really, but feel free to take
advantage of it.
Sometimes writing comes easy. Sometimes you hit your word
count target in less than half the time it normally takes and feel like you can
carry on at that rate for hours. There’s hardly a pause in your typing, no
going back to perfect the awkward sentence – no need.
But then, there are the times when writing is like wading
through treacle. Each word is hard-won. There are so many clumsy sentences that
you have to go back and reword. You’re afraid to leave the keyboard because
anything, anything will distract you enough to keep you from coming back. And
yet you would really, really like to abandon your work, right this minute
because it’s too hard and it’s rubbish and who do you think you are writing
novels anyway?
This is where the pep-talk comes in.
They could be rubbish, those few words you managed to
squeeze out today. You might have to delete them all. But it could be that writing them made you discover what you
don’t need to say, or what you don’t want to say. Or maybe you can use those
words somewhere else. Perhaps, when you come back to them, those words you deem to
be rubbish now won’t seem so bad. A tweak here and there will sort them out.
Maybe something you’ve written, some sentence, some phrase, is perfect.
After all, when you come to reread the whole of what you’ve
written, it’s generally impossible to tell which bits flew from your fingers
and which bits you sweated over. So maybe, when you think you’re stuck, you’re
not really stuck at all. You’re just slow. Don’t worry about it. Just plug
away.
Today was a slow day for me. It’s the final chapter, so
everything matters so much. The rate I’m going, it’ll take me a week to write
the necessary two and a half thousand (ish) words. But I’ll get there, even if
it’s three words written and two deleted. I’ve written the last sentence
already, and it looks pretty good to me.
